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Wanting So Badly

A touch of everlasting lust Her desire sparked by inner fire she wanted him so bad yet freedom she did not have bound and shaking he was in complete command she wanted him so bad she struggled and she moaned she could not wait till they were one submission filled her bones she wanted him so bad he gave her release in orgasm she weeped equals once more she had wanted him so bad

My Best Friend two

I drift down memory lane I feel little pain I remember so many things times when you've been beside me times when you couldn't be I remember all the laughter I remember all the love I remember when you and I were the only ones I remember all the days and the nights when I needed you yet you were always by my side as we've grown together whether we were apart or alone my best friend through the best and the worst who else could I turn to when life threw a curve who else understood my hurt You were my strength when I had none you were my joy when we were having fun my best friend through so many years you've been there for so many things nothing pulls us apart not time nor distance I can only give it three words I love you

Rape

You touch me You fuck me you don't have a place to you lick me you nip me I never wanted you to you suck me you fuck me still I wonder why it's ok with you you shame me you lay claim to me Yet I never gave permission to you your ever lying face keeps telling me it's ok put yourself in my shoes Would you want someone to do this to you you take me you rape me yet you wonder why I hate you

Vortex Of Insanity

Lost in confusion what have you done to me my mind is whirling despair is unfurling You won't let me be reach out to me Please don't leave me save me from this unreal fantasy you are all that's left of my reality Lost in a vortex grasping at anything hanging on for dear life unable to see where have you gone to I need you it's apparent you don't need me yet you just won't let me be

Unable To Please

I trusted you you tore my heart in two tears of shame tears of pain I'll never be the same I just have no clue I tried to please I tried to be the person you wanted me to be Now I can't open up to you I can't tell you my fears you really don't care I needed you My strength is lacking here I am apparently slacking I tried so hard satisfaction was not in your vocabulary of words

My Best Friend

a lingering touch it eases my emptiness I needed this so much a release of pain to feel again my walls crumble my heart opens wide finally able to let emotion inside yes I've felt though not as wholly as wonderfully as I do now thankfully I had a guide you never once left my side my angel when I saw no light my sensibility when none was in sight you brought hope when all I felt was pain you helped me to live again forever my best friend

The Dam Of Tears

Shivering in the night oh the tears of fright the pain of being alone feeling hopeless and forlorn unable to let anyone in unwilling to begin again suffering my demons alone I want a place that I can call home home a recurring theme sometimes I wonder if I merely dream hoping that someone will rescue me maybe it's time I did the rescuing maybe it's time I threw out a hand and ask someone to help pull me back I'm tired so tired of the resentment the fear and anger finally the dam bursts and I am in tears it's time to begin again this time don't let me give in

Musings Of Unrequited Love

My head is spinning the world coming to a crashing halt Falling in love with you I knew I was screwed locked in a hopeless need captured in the sands of time they spill down over me Filled with shame and despair I'm not good enough I'll never win you may know I exist But my love isn't enough you want more I'm standing here yet rare is it that you notice me wishing you felt the same but some days it's like you don't even know my name

Battle For Love

Battle For Love A battle for love Some days it doesn't feel like enough how do you stop the hands of fate fighting for footing struggling to hold on fighting against the need to hate not quite ready for battle yet here I am pushing myself through the darkness into your light trying so hard fighting this overwhelming ache I know I'm stronger Screaming I'm better than you You won't pervert my love nor ever take it away