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My Baby Boy

A dream come true That my child is you I've wanted you to come for oh so long now your here You fulfill my very being you make me smile without meaning to your innocence so refreshing you love me with all of your essance I hold you close never wanting to let go very soon you'll grow up but my baby boy you'll always be you'll always mean so very much to me

Master And Slave As One

His pleasure her happiness a slave for Him to command needing to please His every demand her dreams are His desires a submissive to his Mastering touch He shows her he loves her very much A Master that is loving even as He is strict willing to mold her to His ways a submissive who bends her will to His completely without complaint who is no longer seperate from His ways

Lost or Dying Love

When the heart shows no promise of repair Must I sit here in despair Wondering where love went wrong Do I continue holding on Should I let that ember of hope drift away Or do I save it to rekindle that long lost flame Do I love or do I hate Do I accept or do I feel ashamed The heart holds no bounds but the memory of a lost or dying love is mostly gone Do I finally move on or am I getting this all wrong

Lesbian Lovers

Seductive grace she sets the pace with a kiss and carress of my chest she lets me know she wants more and so I return the kiss with life shatterring bliss showing my willingness to please by touching the center of her need she spreads her thighs wide allowing me inside grabbing my hair as my tongue dances down there two woman lost in time with seductive grace I let my body explore each pulse her body makes

Jealousy

Who am I to lay blame I have felt so much shame I cannot cast the first stone I wait till you have none My strength lies in your dreams you hold so many things you have what I cannot You know love when it is in your sight I am weak in comparison to you I have not the things that you do I wish that it were me these things you do not see I feel hatred when I look at you but you'll never know the truth this jealousy that I feel I know you cannot be real

James

remembering days of laughter when you and I were once so close the pain could never break surface you'd only shove it under again then the times we cried needing someone to talk to We were by each others side the hurt wasn't quite so much Those days have now shatterred like glass Time has torn us in two Where is the friend that I once turned to I look around but he is gone again

I Swam Along

I swam along the shore of happiness I do not remember more I swam along until I found the peace I knew was in store Then I swam along the coast of peace knowing yet more laid in store I swam along until I found memories not yet found I swam along the ocean of memories thinking there was nothing more I swam along until I found This life that I lead now

Sing O Child Of Mine

Sing O Child of mine Sing to me Sing child of mine let your love reign free Sing O child of mine let yourself loving be Sing o child of mine sing to me Love o child of mine let your love reign free love o child of mine love me love o child of mine let yourself loving be love o child of mine love me Be free o child of mine run free be free o child of mine be everything you want to be be free o child of mine let yourself be free be free o child of mine run free

I Don't Want

Scared to do what's right Everything feels all wrong I don't like causing fights But I know I'm not wrong I don't want to be in the middle I don't want to cause pain I keep wondering why I said anything I don't want to make you hurt I don't want to see you suffer I don't know if I have the strength The strength to be your supporter

His Face Marred

his face marred he walks alone in a tainted world where he is a disgrace no love in his place his face marred life shattered by ugliness he does not know this for the ugliness is inside on the outside twisted by hate his face marred the depths of time have taken him he no longer cares for anyone he has pushed everyone away he dares them all to take his place
Take me away in the sands of time bring me back to the days when happiness was mine make me young and foolish at heart but let me suffer no more take away the sadness and tears make me forget these dangerous fears let no more death knock at my loved ones door let only love linger forever more let my hopes and dreams no longer be foolish fantasies let me only have happiness and peace let all these sad times drift away never to return another day

Find Love Again

save me from my loneliness save me from the pain remind me what it is to love again save me from my hopelessness wipe away my tears remind me that there are no more fears and help me find love again bring back my hopeI want you to stay Show me that you love me and no I don't mean in a physical way

Eyes Flash Like Fire

eyes flash like fire Hatred intermingled with desire hating you but the passion is too strong It fills my beingI've needed you too long I cannot seperate the two I lust too strongly for you eyes flash like fire my tormenting desire I fan the fires of lust by hating you so much I cannot seperate the two Not only do I hate I also lust after you

Depression

The girl had an obessesion she needed her cutting session or was it the doctor she needed Lost in confusion pleading insanity bipolar messed up her reality one minute she's happy the next minute she hates everything She just needs her pills Maybe it'll help her regain some semblance of sanity who knows we'll see doc never knows a damn thing

Darkest Desires

The darkest of desires painful need fills me you pierce me with your hunger you take my mind and body you leave my heart craving wanting to shatter in pleasure you cannot love you fill me with it you cannot hate yet you break my heart strings you fly me above my limits you devistate me with your passion then leave me wanting more

Fading

Hopeless and scared not sure where to go from here feeling alone and bereft My loving strength fading from here I'm hurting so much I feel myself fading fading into despair Where do I go from here Tears falling down my face I feel so confused and out of place fading fast into my pain bring me back from here

Dark Thoughts

dark and dreary are my thoughts All I see before me are white rage dots no longer sane I can't hear anyone call my name tears fill my face the emptiness impossible to replace wondering have I been so wrong am I still beautiful does it matter why think that? I'm just a simple little fool why would anyone care about you

Craving More

It's been so long I think I'm a tease If you want me Just say please Or may be not maybe I shouldn't I'll give you a little then I'll run out the door I'll play with you some time but tonight I'll leave you craving more evil you say? maybe but not today

Antichrists Speech

As the anti-christ stood at the stand he was speaker to one and all he promised them a land a land that would never fall using the scissors of life he cut the cloth from which we were made he made so many promises even though god had forbade we followed him there only to find the anti christ no longer cared

Moonlit lovers

The moon was so high the lovers looked to the sky their love rising high beyond the stars they flew such love and passion a couple never knew for the moon blew it's lovers kiss it covered them in bliss beyond the stars they flew

Guide Dog

The big man went walking with his St.bernard He had named the dog Ben for the dog looked more like a bear he took him walking every noon and night The big man needed protecting and only ben could be his sight

A Wolfs Claim

The wolf lay under a tree carefree and happy like a dog chewing on his bone he laid claim to his home no intruder dared to enter this oh so peaceful scene for the area was scented no place left clean

Hippie Chick

she hungered for his sex as the drugs filled her lungs the weed she smoked getting to her the rhythm of rock and roll in her blood stream drawing her ever on she wanted a taste of freedom all she got was this Guess it'll do for now since she feels like bliss

Starving Children

The children were so hungry They starved for something good to eat but the mice kept taking more their stomaches large and swollen no food for them in sight they knew without some food they would die this very night so they went into the streets begging for some cash instead they found their beggers feet blistered and in need of protection when a man came along to feed them they cried in joy and fright for they did not know this man would adopt them and feed them the rest of their childhood lives

The Submissive Waits

She felt the tredpidition as she waited in her Masters place She felt such horror until she saw his face his emotions would not be shown He condensed them into something small Then tossed them all away He bound her tight Then rapture filled her she was swayed His now is all she knew Her emotions no longer mattered she only cared for him Such strenggth was his power She knew the Dom in him

Loving From The Shadows

He slips into the shadow He watches her so close He grips the tool in his hand but the fiber of his being tell him to stand He wants to touch her so badly yet he does not wish it so he waits only gladly to let his true love show his grip on reality is based on her well being but yet he does not know Until the day he tells her I can love you no more

Freedom to Fly

As the seagull breaks through the clouds as the eagle rides high on the wind The world continues The birds fly high and I fly from within I spread my wings in the salt waters of ocean I spread them in the deserts dusty sea But only the eagle and seagull know the truth about flying free

Bled Dry

On the ground she layDeath has come to take her away As the blood drips on the floor the asphalt has no feeling She is left feeling bereft and without he sips her dry till she feels no more the blood no longer drips on the floor the ground has swallowed her whole there is nothing left in store

Anthonys Haiku

I cry tears of broken dreams I feel left with nothing empty arms no husband to love me no child to cry out in the night alone in time dreams are shatteredall alone

Anthonys Poem

My darling child close to my heart though it is breaking in two for having lost you I love you so though you are yet to know to understand the depth of my breaking heart for having lost you I wish I could call you mine All of the time but only precious moments do I have to hold you close to let you know your my darling baby and always will beto love you so completely to make up for lost moments in time

Am I Alone

my emotions are raw I'm screaming out for you I'm reaching out to you I doubt you see me here locked in a prison of torment wondering if I did wrong are you still somehow holding on? why can't I see you locked in this box of hell all I feel is left is yet another empty shell scared and alone someone bring me back for this is not a home just a box filled with pain and torment wondering just what you meant when you told me you'd be by my side all you feel is pride perhaps it is not something I have done am I the only one? I'm screaming but my throat is sore Don't you love me anymore?

The begginings of my dream to write

When i was just 9 years old I started to write poetry. I loved it so much that it showed enough for a writer who came to our school when I was 10 to take notice. She gave me one of the biggest compliments ever. She said I had the makings of a writer. Now I want your poetry and your input on how I'm doing. Be as critical as you like it will always help with my writing and though it may hurt I will try to listen. Kali